No wonder

now i know why he smoke.his dad start the story.The story begin like this.There i was walking to my school bus waiting for me to aboard it. Then i search the back gate but i can't find him anywhere.Because i want to tease him. Then by the gate there was a green car. i saw my dumb-ass friend.You know my friend from the story. I look at him once because i don't want him to see me. Then i turn right,i saw his dad i think.Then i ask him about how old his dad was 47 years old during afternoon school. i was surprised.His dad also smoke as well.That's why he smoke as well. i think it's a decedent curse.That's all for now

Friends that can't keep a promise

It was on Thursday evening around 3 o'clock.There i was walking upstairs and went up to my classroom.i can't wait to my classroom.after i entered the room,he is nowhere as i expected.I thought he was there waiting for me to arrive at the right time.i looked around to search for him.I feel empty inside.As i look at the clouds while writing a story.It was all puffy and less white.My heart felt different than usual and it fell odd. He promised that he come and i gave his candy to show my feelings to him(I'm not gay). It's a part of me that i can't let go.when i find him, i swear i will tore him into pieces but i will forgive somehow. The reason i forgive him because when he smile he remind me of someone that forgot a long time ago.I can't remember the name but i never forget a face. i will remember someday but not now.That is all

Still desperate

I tried to forget about that tragedy i gave sweets to him but still i still remembered about that smoking tragedy

i'm still desperate

i'm still desperateafter my last two post.i'm still thinking that tragedy and i can't forget about it.It's is still in my head is he for real or not.
what if he is lying about stoping smoking for life kinda routine. it's obvious i think to myself

the time i

This is the story the time i caught smokers in school ground. The mock exam is almost over like the middle of the exam.Again i smell cigarette smoke i look at the edge i saw the same smoker from before .as they had fun sucking their cigarette one of them look up and they saw me.with a lot of thoughts in my head i waved at them to show that i was watching them the whole time.haha i caught them but the stupid part is that i didn't told the teachers about it. uhh i'm such a dumbass.

my heart just broke into pieces

it was nice day where i go to school in S.U.B. the mock exam was over and i smell cigarette's smoke around the corridor and there i saw smoke suckers.me and my friend(i'm not gonna tell you) was looking at them and when i go downstairs to the ground floor i heard my friend said 'ey give me some' well he said in Malay. And then he was gone.i think to myself 'is he a smoker?' in the hall where we pray well i don't have a god but i just want to observe muslims how they pray their god.i was looking out to space thinking the same question. The day was over and i'm still thinking that question. after midnight i woke up all of a sudden and my heart just torn into pieces. i'm so desperate right now.

the time i wrote this post i think i'm gonna cry.

Is my friend a smoker?